benzhu ♥

I love you.my boy thanks care me for so longtime as long you can.=) A man who so important for me. Mr Ooi. thanks occur in my life.


Friday, May 28, 2010

我希望我是失忆了.至少..
我不用想太多.
至少我能忘记.
让我从新开始.

fat

i am eating my dinner just now.wow~
LOL...i am getting fat now,oh my god.=(
i keep eat eat eat and eat..issshhh
i don't want change back before that me.
ugly,ishh....=S
i love myself.but not before that always people called that "fat girl"
hate it.i change many because this word "fat"...
lastly.finally.my wish succeed.
bye.my fatty body.i don't like you.=S
i didn't admit that i am very thin now.=x
but.at least when another people saw me,will say.'wow.girl.so slim now,nice.keep it like that'
i am chubby.=)...
hoho..crazy xb.=D

i love slim,but not fat.=D....
my mummy always told me that,'slim girl many people like,fat no people like'
and say fat girl no so easy can meet boyfriend.
why?i ask my mummy.and said maybe that boy not mind that girl fat leh.eiyo!
but.my mummy answer me,'will together but not for a longtime.which boy will bring fat girl meet with his friends.no face already lor.'
LOL....i silent.
but.have reason.i knew my mummy means.
i don't want be 'FAT GIRL'

xiaobing.this picture longtime ago already.=)


i didn't despise fat people.this just my position only.i just don't like fat=D

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

brave

i am not brave.that's a problem.
i can't fact the truth.why?
because,i am so scary somethings like a mouse.
thanks for my boy comfort me.stand my side for supported me.
thanks a lot.and also my friend.
i will try my best to become brave a little bit.
lucky i have him...huu~=)
sometimes,we are angry each other.
but sometimes we can so sweet,so good.=)
why?
because everyone have their temperament.include you and me.
when night,we are seeing the sky and chat many things about us.=)
now,i just knew my temperament is so bad.thanks for you telling me by honest.
i should be bear you sometimes.i knew that you are bear me until you so angry.
what should i told my boy?i am sorry too...=)
i am knew that respect is so important for people.
2years.i with him 2years already.till now..
yea,why?
because.we love each other so much.i knew that someone will said me show my love at blog.
but.i am not.don't simply said me.if you don't like me,so don't view my blog.=)
i am so happy with him.really.really..he always told me that i am a girl who are so blessed in the world.=D..

but.i just smile smile and act don't know.because i knew that in my heart.you really good.
just don't want told you.♥..
so many things you told me.so many first time with you.=D.
we keep it by our secret.=)...

i love you.my dear junjie.=D

Monday, May 24, 2010

i am okay now.=)

i love my friends..=)
why?
because thanks for caring me when i am upset.
although i didn't bother you all..=)
thanks so much.=D
because that day i didn't took my hand phone.
so didn't accept your called.and didn't reply message.
because no credit already.sunday just reload.=___=

but,very thanks your' s take care me.=)
thanks so much.thanks a lot.
every things is okay now.=D

concentrate on study.Gambateh for exam.=)
my lovely friends............................


i am okay..=3

Saturday, May 22, 2010

=(

what happened?
i am lost.i didn't sms for a day.
really.1st time.why?
because-he give me a time to calm down.
yesterday night till now.i am typing my blog with my lonely mood.
a couple.why will be like that.
just a small matter.didn't find me at all.
i am waiting.i am seeing my hand phone.
you have your style.i know.
but.i have my position.
i am just a girl.i am also need a boy protect.that i always say.
deceive me back,really is so hard for you?
you always say that i am a girl who hard deceive.but have you try before deceive me.
i give you all my heart for you,what i get.
i just need a truth heart.that's all i want.
i just can admire how sweet they are.how the boy treat a girl.
if a girl get angry,the boy how to deceive back her.but me,i am that always didn't have people bother my feeling.
SCREAM OUT LOUD.i will collapse one day.
who know that i always cry when lying on bed,when the light is switch off.
no people will know.i can't tell anyone.include you.
i know that,you don't like me cry,just will let you strongly dislike only.
but.the day you didn't sms with me whole day,i didn't drop my tears at night.
why?i know i should become tough already.although i am hurt.although i am sad.
who will share my mood now.



thanks you told me before you don't like me cry.=)

i didn't show my love at here,i just want to say out what my feeling now.

Friday, May 21, 2010

=)

现在才有时间上网,最近都很忙.
要应付考试.=S
在考试,写了一片作文.
题目"刻骨铭心的回忆"
回忆对别人来说.原本是一件很伤心的是.
也可以是很开心的事.
可是,就是想不到开心的回忆该怎么写.
难道,我就没有开心的回忆吗?.还是我忘了.
对人而言,开心的事,很容易就淡忘在人的脑海中.
可是伤心的事,却是一桩接一桩.让人难以忘记.
怎样才能把伤心事忘记.把开心永远收藏起来.
家,是最好的避风港.在家,不需伪装什么.
简单就好.=).就做回你.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

my experience =_______=

FRIENDS SHOULD NOT BE HAVE TO SEPARATE.

have many types of people in this world.
it should be careful to meet someone although you are friendly.=)
no any meaning.just my feeling.
i am also not a good person.i admit.
but,i am try to be a good person in my life.
if you don't like me,just away from me.
don't be sad,if u now didn't have friend,you will meet a good friend future.
don't be afraid.

but,don't betray your friends,if you meet many friends.
when a person tell you a secret,just keep it.
he/she will told you,because she to act as you is he/her best friend.
that why,she will share what her feelings to you.don't told anyone.
that secret you and he/her.
although i have say another people bad things.=____=

why i am typing this post?because i know that,i have experien
ce.=)

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