benzhu ♥

I love you.my boy ♥ thanks care me for so longtime as long you can.=) A man who so important for me. Mr Ooi. thanks occur in my life.


Saturday, January 29, 2011

Gong Xi Fai Cai.

30/01/2011. Sunday. Oh! 100th post. Hmmph. Chinese New Year coming soon.Gong Xi Gong Xi.Teehee. Oh. Yea! I want angpau. I want back to my grandma house. I can wear new shirts. Can I gabble? I don't know. =( I don't know how to play. I just know how to play 21. =__= I don't know drink beers so much. LOL! =/ bla bla bla. Expect. I want gather with my lovely friends. Have a party after reopen school? Hehee. Photo shooting for us. Wow! The photographer.The skill is so pro in capture photo. Winnie. But I want complain. Our holidays is not enough. Not FAIR!! I have took a picture. let's share. =))

I wearing a long dress. Tehee.Sorry for messy table.

Look. I am wearing the cheongsam. =))

My mum say me key siao. Haaha! Haiyoo. Just for fun. I like to buy. tehee. Gong Xi Fa Cai. Peoples. Let's us High high high when Chinese New Year. We will wear the cheongsam when we gather. Maybe. Leng, winnie,me, niu ling. WOW! =D

I also want to celebrate Valentine day on 14/2/2011. Hubby boy! =D

Friday, January 21, 2011

我很骄傲? 是

臭鸡蛋! 你真是假人一个. 在我身边围绕着太多的假人? 可能. 可是我知道至少我还有些真心的朋友! 我承认我没有很好,也没有心地善良. 没有太多朋友. 朋友满天下? 我没有. 所以? 我是很容易摆脸色给人看. 我是脾气暴燥. 我是很野蛮,讲话很大声. 那关你甚事? 你养我啊? 你给钱我? 你给我住? 什么都没有. 那我何必看你脸色做人. 你慢慢等. 我是很吵,那请问你很静吗? 我忍受够了! 还有你. 别做双面人. 你什么都不是. 根本没有很威水. 看着你跟你笑,然后一转身就在你背后说你. 这种! 我遇太多. 悲哀. 只是看不顺. 不要在跟我笑,如果你真的没有诚意. 那就算了. 我没有拿着枪逼你跟我笑. 不笑也罢. 反正我根本没有把你当朋友看待. 身边有太多的过客,那也不差你一人. 别持着有那神经的脑袋到处招摇撞骗! 另人讨厌.


等到有一天,我不认识你. 你也忘记我这人. 那应该是我最开心的一天. 我很骄傲? 是.我是. 行吗? 我根本不想看见你. 有你这种朋友,认识你这朋友.我不觉得是缘分. 应该是我前世造孽太深. 另我遇见你. 我记仇. 有怎样? 我迟早会报仇.双倍还给你. 心机重? 是. 别告诉我,你从来没有心机重过,那是骗人的. 我承认.有怎样? 你是骗子. 其实我恨你. 人家说恨一个人会对自己很难过. 有吗? 我不觉得. 只是让我很想揍她. 他们认为你很好.大好人一个. 好心啦. 看人的. 比我更厉害耍心机. 看,我又在自己的部落格写人. 所以?你能拿我怎样? 看就好了. 我不要任何的批评.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

13.1.11

太久没更新部落格? 是.=___= 因为最近我忙透了. 学校压力,功课压力,人际关系? 暂时还没有这问题. 就只是我可以不要一天到晚补习吗? =___= 那高级数学快玩死我了. 算了. 至少现在我选择慢慢地接受你. 至少我会去了解你一些. 今年是最后一年. 哦! 我的天! 终于! 快点! 我要离开. 离开和留下这里? 我选择了离开. 可能. 我想尝试这些. 毕竟人都会成长. 这都是要经历的,不是吗?
如果我会选择留下,哈哈! 那应该有些事物让我非常留恋. 我不知道. 我没有方向. 就连自己将来要选择读什么都不知道. 前途黑暗. 可怜! =( 是时候努力了吗? 是. 可是我在班上还是很吵. =__= 那没有影响吧? 吵不行吗? =/ 我有努力上课读书就好了. 吵. 只是老师不在时. 只是很闷. 你有意见吗? 没有就静静. =/ 很快的.
明年18岁. 哇! 我可以进18岁以下的电影院了. =_= 可是听说5月21号是世界末日? 可以不要吗?! 我还没过生日就要死了. =( 我还没学会驾车就死了.我还没有结婚就死了. 我可还没享受完我要的生活. 世界就要没有了. =( 衰! 我宁愿考SPM我都不要世界末日. 我不知道. 可能当我在做着某件事,或者在睡觉,还是在拍拖,还是在吃饭,还是在聚会.突然地下崩裂,又或者大海啸来袭. 那我不是眼睁睁的死掉? 可悲! 虽然人总要死. 可是我现在还不想死. 还不想这样快结束生命.啊! 不要.



今天我妈告诉我. 女儿你的眉毛好粗.我好喜欢. 哈哈! 谢谢! 别羡慕. =__=
俊杰,你回来了吗?! 我好想你! 哈哈! 我不想表现伤心. 所以就这样. 我爱你! 哈哈!
快新年!今天是"天天好天"上映!我很喜欢这部戏. 因为? 很像很好看咯. 哈哈!我要赌博. 虽然我不会.可是我男人会帮我赢钱. 哈哈! 可能. 因为我朋友都很厉害赌博. 哈哈!我又要去忙了. 再见!

Monday, January 3, 2011

For my hubby boy.Junjie.

My hair is black now.I dye back =___= Crazy. My school was create a jacket for ' pass keluar' LOL! Suck. I mean like life jacket. wth. Stupid. Whatever. =/ 3th today. The school reopen. I don't want. But what can I do? But,today topic is not about this suck problem. Hear it. See it. For my hubby boy. I have so many things want to say with you. But, I don't know what I want tell you. Write at here not want to show off. Because I know you will view my blog sometimes. So, I wrote at here is so convenient to let you see it. I think we have no time to message since reopen school. Sometimes I will less accompany you. LOL! or you less accompany me? Each other? maybe. Don't know. I miss you? Oh. Ya! I miss you. I know that you have no time to back here,or some reason. So, I not like another peoples always can see their boys/girls. Sometimes we maybe just 1 or 2 week just see 1 time like that. But, I still loving you. Have no any idea or reason to love you. Although like that, we still loving each other? I trust. With you already 2years 8months. The day you with me. 2008/5/3. The time passed so fast. I already 17years old.

Ignore my fake smile. Haha!

I like you help me do everything I don't like. He will help me switch off the light when I sleep. Although switch off the lamp just a small matter. But,this the thing I don't like to do before I sleep. I like you make me smile when I cry in front of you. I like you always hear what I say when I am angry or feeling not fair. I hate cats. You will help me to overtake the cats. I am the girl who always make him angry. =/ Always will hug me? I think oh,ya. He will feel trouble when I keep ask him a same questions. he told me before xb you hard to feed. I also not an animal.why feed me? =/ not, I mean other. He said xb,you what also have. I can give you what? I want you love me more. The things you can give me as well. I want the last relationship with you? Erm. Ya. I think. You treat me so good. Haha! But, you always don't want trust me?=/ I don't know. Thanks for care. Hubby Boy! I love you.

Who those who don't like my post,please don't will. I don't want and don't want to hear have people say me 发花痴. See my post already then want say me again, then go away please.

Friday, December 31, 2010

1.1.2011

2011.1.1 Is a new year for today. Today is Saturday. A bore weekend. =(((! I had nothing to say about this year. I end my form4 life in this years. Start from next Monday, I am form5 already. I don't want! ! ! =( I need to face so many things and exams. wth? Hmmm! I don't want SPM. Should I study hard already? I hope I can. Bless me. I expect I can leave here. LOL! =/ Why? I don't know. I dont like here. Although my family,my friends all at here. Haha! Don't know! I love college life better. Haha! I admit. 2011, I can drive my own car after pass my rules. This also a things I never learn before. Haddle it? Don't know also. I am so very very very very careless! Haha! My hubby boy told me, if me get the car license,he also don't let me drive. I say why? No why. Because you're so careless. Let me fetch you. Haha! He look like so seriously when he told me. 'let me fetch you?' Wow! okayyy! I can't choose. =)) Thanks you! Man! I love you. We are 3years when May. Haha! What can I say? thanks you again? Oh! Ya! Important person. As long we together, I more love you. no comment. You're the one attract me so terrible. Haha! This year, he passed Christmas and new year eve with me. =)) He slept my house. LOL! Okayy. I just want to say, i love you so much. Don't always say I don't love you naa! Huiyooo! You don't know how much I love you lar. Eiyooo! Haha! =P

My friends!!!!!!! 2011 wor. We're form5 now. hurray?? Friendss, can I say that actual I don't enjoy my study life? Haha! I just enjoy the moment we together. =__= kill me please. Haha! You know I need you all? Haha! Peace. I am talkative among your's. I think. I am crazy =/ Gossip girls. We are. Wopps! We are friends forever. I won't forget the day we passed together. Smile together. Laugh together. Cry together. Gossip together. Shopping together. I just can say I love you all. Haha! Fight with you if you bully my friends? I won't fight with you. I will argue with you. I am fierce actually if you really know me. 有时我不出声,不代表你可以对我怎样. 我会忍你.忍到我忍无可忍. 你就死定了.=/ I don't want say so much, you know I know. Then can already.

My family. LOL! I had nothing to say. Because, they with me since I born. 16years we stay together. Give me food eat? Haha! Ya! If not, I wont so fat. Give me a house? Ya. If not I wont have have a big house for let me stay. I love my family. I want go Hawaii. I had told my dad before. He said, self earn money go. If not, then called your future husband bring you go. =/Want you bring can't? Huiyooo! Whatver. thanks give me eat again? Ya. education and happiness. =))

=P I am happy now? Dont know. bye bye. Monday go school. Back to study. Wake up earlier. Peoples. Holidays bye bye.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

忽略什么.=/

从以前到现在,就认为简单就是幸福. 直到现在都认为是这样,都没变过.为什么这样说? 因为有时幸福不是必然的. 简单就好. 如果说,我超级赞同我一为朋友说的话.她说:"感情处理得不好的人 没有资格谈恋爱 ♥" 这伶俐说. 有道理. =D 你自己都不爱自己,那你又何必去爱别人? 你自己都不关心自己,那你何必去谈恋爱? 总和我那一班朋友嘻嘻哈哈的玩乐. 大家开心就好. 有时我并不赞同什么有男友就忽略朋友? 虽然有时我会有,那可以代表什么? 我还是很爱我朋友,很关心. 奇怪! 如果说你没忽略过你朋友? 那未必说得太假吧. 什么话. 朋友也是我的,男朋友也是我的. 两个都有.那样不行吗? 有男朋友就会忽略朋友?那你这一辈子别谈恋爱吧. 什么逻辑. 根本想不通=/ 如果说你说被忽略,那是你自己想太多. 其实人家根本就有把你放在心上,只是你自己想太远. 人家对你的关心你当虚伪,人家没关心你.你说他没心. 那当你朋友应该很难吧? 简简单单不就好吗? 干嘛一定要把这东西复杂化? 就算忽略了你,那她就不必陪伴她男朋友吗? 你会生气没人陪,被忽略. 那换个角度想好了. 那她男朋友就不会感到没人陪,被忽略吗? 我有好多理由来告诉你. 只是想要人家尊重你,那你也必须会学回尊重人家. 那才是礼貌. 你自己感情处理得不好,不妥当. 那你何必把责任怪在朋友身上? 那你有资格谈恋爱吗? 就只会顾自己的人,没替别人想. 那你哪有资格说这些感情事?

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Hear me.

Oh! Bore again. I still can do what? =/ I just keep refresh my facebook homepage again and again. wth! Can don't be like this? My mama already went to Taiwan when yesterday night. Yo! Admire. Just left my brother,my daddy,and me. My grandma stays my house 1week. Next monday,just back her home. Oh! I have so longtime didn't visit her already. Since last new years till now. LOL! No comment. I don't know. =/ I am waiting for tomorrow. Go buy ingredient with leng. Yeahh! We have to decide exchange present tomorrow! Never try before exchange present with my dearest friends. =))) What can I buy for my friends? They seem like what also have. Haha! I don't know. Awesome! Is went to perform when 22.12.10 just a small celebration with my teachers and peoples. I done my song that day,Canon In D. I can't describe that feel. I love this song so much! I can play this song with my voilin. Haha! Crazy! Sang together Christmas songs. Feel crazy. The feel just like Santa is prepare coming to the town. Today is Christmas Eve, I don't have any date. I dont have countdown tonight. =/ Whatever. I edited the picture just now. See. Don't get shock. Because I am just too boring.


Before.

After.

hahaha! See! Let me edit till like ghost, so fake.ishh! Merry Christmas again. Forgive me kept updated my posts all about Merry Christmas. LOL! I have nothing to say. I have no any comment. I have no any ideas. I have a sucks brain. Oh my God! Why so many peoples like to capture with the post 'peace'? Haha! Peace no wars. My peace mean I am happy now. teehee.

谁讲一定要去云顶看烟花才叫我真的度过了一个快乐的圣诞节. 那里的烟花特别美吗? 还是云顶的月亮特别圆? 有什么节目都要去云顶.新年要去,情人节要去,圣诞节要去,倒数要去.那你搬去云顶好了.你的目标就只是要去云顶? 这我妈妈告诉我的. 算了.=/ 最后我想说妈妈我要学大提琴,虽然我学了小提琴=X 可是我真的很喜欢! Because hou yeng ar! =)))