benzhu ♥

I love you.my boy thanks care me for so longtime as long you can.=) A man who so important for me. Mr Ooi. thanks occur in my life.


Tuesday, December 28, 2010

忽略什么.=/

从以前到现在,就认为简单就是幸福. 直到现在都认为是这样,都没变过.为什么这样说? 因为有时幸福不是必然的. 简单就好. 如果说,我超级赞同我一为朋友说的话.她说:"感情处理得不好的人 没有资格谈恋爱 ♥" 这伶俐说. 有道理. =D 你自己都不爱自己,那你又何必去爱别人? 你自己都不关心自己,那你何必去谈恋爱? 总和我那一班朋友嘻嘻哈哈的玩乐. 大家开心就好. 有时我并不赞同什么有男友就忽略朋友? 虽然有时我会有,那可以代表什么? 我还是很爱我朋友,很关心. 奇怪! 如果说你没忽略过你朋友? 那未必说得太假吧. 什么话. 朋友也是我的,男朋友也是我的. 两个都有.那样不行吗? 有男朋友就会忽略朋友?那你这一辈子别谈恋爱吧. 什么逻辑. 根本想不通=/ 如果说你说被忽略,那是你自己想太多. 其实人家根本就有把你放在心上,只是你自己想太远. 人家对你的关心你当虚伪,人家没关心你.你说他没心. 那当你朋友应该很难吧? 简简单单不就好吗? 干嘛一定要把这东西复杂化? 就算忽略了你,那她就不必陪伴她男朋友吗? 你会生气没人陪,被忽略. 那换个角度想好了. 那她男朋友就不会感到没人陪,被忽略吗? 我有好多理由来告诉你. 只是想要人家尊重你,那你也必须会学回尊重人家. 那才是礼貌. 你自己感情处理得不好,不妥当. 那你何必把责任怪在朋友身上? 那你有资格谈恋爱吗? 就只会顾自己的人,没替别人想. 那你哪有资格说这些感情事?

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Hear me.

Oh! Bore again. I still can do what? =/ I just keep refresh my facebook homepage again and again. wth! Can don't be like this? My mama already went to Taiwan when yesterday night. Yo! Admire. Just left my brother,my daddy,and me. My grandma stays my house 1week. Next monday,just back her home. Oh! I have so longtime didn't visit her already. Since last new years till now. LOL! No comment. I don't know. =/ I am waiting for tomorrow. Go buy ingredient with leng. Yeahh! We have to decide exchange present tomorrow! Never try before exchange present with my dearest friends. =))) What can I buy for my friends? They seem like what also have. Haha! I don't know. Awesome! Is went to perform when 22.12.10 just a small celebration with my teachers and peoples. I done my song that day,Canon In D. I can't describe that feel. I love this song so much! I can play this song with my voilin. Haha! Crazy! Sang together Christmas songs. Feel crazy. The feel just like Santa is prepare coming to the town. Today is Christmas Eve, I don't have any date. I dont have countdown tonight. =/ Whatever. I edited the picture just now. See. Don't get shock. Because I am just too boring.


Before.

After.

hahaha! See! Let me edit till like ghost, so fake.ishh! Merry Christmas again. Forgive me kept updated my posts all about Merry Christmas. LOL! I have nothing to say. I have no any comment. I have no any ideas. I have a sucks brain. Oh my God! Why so many peoples like to capture with the post 'peace'? Haha! Peace no wars. My peace mean I am happy now. teehee.

谁讲一定要去云顶看烟花才叫我真的度过了一个快乐的圣诞节. 那里的烟花特别美吗? 还是云顶的月亮特别圆? 有什么节目都要去云顶.新年要去,情人节要去,圣诞节要去,倒数要去.那你搬去云顶好了.你的目标就只是要去云顶? 这我妈妈告诉我的. 算了.=/ 最后我想说妈妈我要学大提琴,虽然我学了小提琴=X 可是我真的很喜欢! Because hou yeng ar! =)))

Merry Christms and Happy New Years!

23.12.10 Still have 2more days than Christmas. Already plan how to celebrate with your friends or your boy/girl? If I say, I want my family,my friends,my boy celebrate with me, can? =D hope that I won't pass a alone Christmas again like lass years. 1 people pass X' mas so lonely. I don't want! ! ! Who say we must pass a Christmas at city. Actually, in hometown celebrate Christmas with your dearest people also will feel happy. So, I didn't feel that X'mas should need like that. I love gather more than everything. I love chit-chat. I am talkative.
Ehhhhh, who those who have come my party that day on 25.12.10. Wear nicely. We need take pictures. =) I know that all my friends should know my house location. Bring your boys along who those have couple. Let's party together.
so boring when in home. i use webcam capture my stupid face. =__= share it.



Hope my hairs will become longer soon. I am waiting for.


ignore my stupid face. please.

Lastly,my love for your's. =D
Merry Christms and Happy New Years!



Sunday, December 19, 2010

快疯了!

在这假期里,我就快要疯了! 假期又闷,有上课也闷. 上课时想要假期,假期时想要上课? 不可能!!!
我超级懒惰上学. 并不代表我不会读书. =/ 只是,我懒惰太早起来. 其实我根本就起不来.我上课是处于眼睡状态,虽然眼睛开着,可是我的心根本没有再醒! 奇怪. 可以不要这样吗? 不明白. 讨厌开学,只会让我累垮! 快疯了!!! 给我个愉快的假期! =/ 啊! 根本不明白自己到底想怎样. 就很.欠打!
其实想到自己有时根本就不需要太过在乎,对自己好一点. 这就已经很好了. 我不坚强? 也许. 或者. 我不懂. 每个人有自己的生活,有自己的一切. 是自己还看不透.
最近发生了很多事. =__= 我也不想说,也没那心情. 谁都不敢告诉,就只告诉身旁的男朋友. 就有时一起谈心事. 好心酸. 真心朋友,陪你一起掉泪. 分享. 又搞emo? 没有啦 =___= 不说了. 我眼很浅.
明年17岁,快过完我那中学生涯. 我没有很喜欢. 人家说珍惜有的一切. 可是,在这4年, 我快被淹没了! 什么都不想懂.最好!
我很爱他.这我很清楚. 他是我的! 我要你可以吗? =D
来抱一个.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Twitter

I am addicted by twitter. Haha! I am outdated actually. Because twitter is famous and maybe have a lot of people already become their member. Just me. now recently sign up only.=/ that why I say I am outdated. Actually, I knew twitter earlier, just am too boring when holidays,so I decide sign up. Forgive me. haha!
Tweet me tweet me =) http://twitter.com/#!/xiaobing94 Actually, I have not so understand the twitter as well. =/ But, I will try mt best to learn it. Wow! =D

It's gonna off. My hubby called go sleep. =___= I can't updated more already. Goodnight peoples. =)))

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

14/12/10

Valentine day for today? Just saw so many status on facebook. =/
Oh My God! I have 2 years didn't celebrate valentine day. I think. Why? I don't know. No comment!
I don't want this. I don't like. Because this is not a formal valentine for today. One month have 1time valentine. Then, it need remember so many festival if you're in relationship. Anniversary between your' s, your boy birthday,your birthday. If you're meet their parents, also need to remember their birth. OH! Still have so many festivals. Like moon cake festival and bla bla bla..
So,in my mind, i just remember 14th February is the formal valentine. If one month need celebrate 1 time valentine, need buy how many present? waste money, I think.

Just went to hear the car rules last Sunday. with my lovely friends. Lyn,yeeleng,tWt,Qi. OH! Gosh! Super boring! Just sat at there 6hours. Who those who want go to hear the rules, payment is RM200.Bring your photostat ic along. I am so patient. =/ Because I want drive car soon! Haha! I feel drive car hou yeng ar! I am waiting next year! Wohoooo! ! !



I love drive car. I have so interesting when I see the people drive car. Oh! Don't know why. Have something wrong? Haha! maybe. I can't imagine I drive my car on the road although I am careless. =/

Monday, December 13, 2010

算什么.

别傻了,原来她不是真心的! 也不能说是有意的. 只是是我自己从头到尾把她当朋友看待.
换来的只是一个不能说的秘密. 是自己一相情愿. 所谓的朋友根本不是这样的. 我分享我的一切. 你却把我当成陌生人. 或许我不值得你的信任楚是我自己太计较些什么. 把你看成我的好朋友换来的是一个眼神交流. 我知道. 只是选择视而不见会来得好一些. 或许我在安慰我自己. 我也不想知道关于你的事! 我不需要这种虚伪的朋友. 只有你令我改观而已. 反正我也不在乎=/ 也不要只会背叛人的朋友! 干嘛一直炫耀=/ 这样又何必呢?绒你干嘛又一直把人家当做好人看待? 你根本就不了解他. 就只是三言两语就把你搞得团团转. 气妈赶! 你懂不懂? 别把人家对你的好意当成一团垃圾! 醒醒!别活在自己的世界里! 够了! 由始至终,都是你自己还搞不清楚状况.
也许我不该每次都在自己的部落格上说这些. 可是,真的很想说出来. 可是一场朋友又何必呢.
我只想要那种纯纯简单的友谊,难道真的有这样难吗. 还是能倾诉的朋友只有她和她? 根本不想要这样.越简单的朋友会比更熟悉的朋友来得更亲切. 我只懂有些朋友对我的好我会记在心里. 好朋友不是有福同享,有难同当吗? 这简单的道理有时并不是有些人能做到.