i am eating my dinner just now.wow~ LOL...i am getting fat now,oh my god.=( i keep eat eat eat and eat..issshhh i don't want change back before that me. ugly,ishh....=S i love myself.but not before that always people called that "fat girl" hate it.i change many because this word "fat"... lastly.finally.my wish succeed. bye.my fatty body.i don't like you.=S i didn't admit that i am very thin now.=x but.at least when another people saw me,will say.'wow.girl.so slim now,nice.keep it like that' i am chubby.=)... hoho..crazy xb.=D
i love slim,but not fat.=D.... my mummy always told me that,'slim girl many people like,fat no people like' and say fat girl no so easy can meet boyfriend. why?i ask my mummy.and said maybe that boy not mind that girl fat leh.eiyo! but.my mummy answer me,'will together but not for a longtime.which boy will bring fat girl meet with his friends.no face already lor.' LOL....i silent. but.have reason.i knew my mummy means. i don't want be 'FAT GIRL'
xiaobing.this picture longtime ago already.=)
i didn't despise fat people.this just my position only.i just don't like fat=D
i am not brave.that's a problem. i can't fact the truth.why? because,i am so scary somethings like a mouse. thanks for my boy comfort me.stand my side for supported me. thanks a lot.and also my friend. i will try my best to become brave a little bit. lucky i have him...huu~=) sometimes,we are angry each other. but sometimes we can so sweet,so good.=) why? because everyone have their temperament.include you and me. when night,we are seeing the sky and chat many things about us.=) now,i just knew my temperament is so bad.thanks for you telling me by honest. i should be bear you sometimes.i knew that you are bear me until you so angry. what should i told my boy?i am sorry too...=) i am knew that respect is so important for people. 2years.i with him 2years already.till now.. yea,why? because.we love each other so much.i knew that someone will said me show my love at blog. but.i am not.don't simply said me.if you don't like me,so don't view my blog.=) i am so happy with him.really.really..he always told me that i am a girl who are so blessed in the world.=D..
but.i just smile smile and act don't know.because i knew that in my heart.you really good. just don't want told you.♥.. so many things you told me.so many first time with you.=D. we keep it by our secret.=)...
i love my friends..=) why? because thanks for caring me when i am upset. although i didn't bother you all..=) thanks so much.=D because that day i didn't took my hand phone. so didn't accept your called.and didn't reply message. because no credit already.sunday just reload.=___=
but,very thanks your' s take care me.=) thanks so much.thanks a lot. every things is okay now.=D
concentrate on study.Gambateh for exam.=) my lovely friends............................
what happened? i am lost.i didn't sms for a day. really.1st time.why? because-he give me a time to calm down. yesterday night till now.i am typing my blog with my lonely mood. a couple.why will be like that. just a small matter.didn't find me at all. i am waiting.i am seeing my hand phone. you have your style.i know. but.i have my position. i am just a girl.i am also need a boy protect.that i always say. deceive me back,really is so hard for you? you always say that i am a girl who hard deceive.but have you try before deceive me. i give you all my heart for you,what i get. i just need a truth heart.that's all i want. i just can admire how sweet they are.how the boy treat a girl. if a girl get angry,the boy how to deceive back her.but me,i am that always didn't have people bother my feeling. SCREAM OUT LOUD.i will collapse one day. who know that i always cry when lying on bed,when the light is switch off. no people will know.i can't tell anyone.include you. i know that,you don't like me cry,just will let you strongly dislike only. but.the day you didn't sms with me whole day,i didn't drop my tears at night. why?i know i should become tough already.although i am hurt.although i am sad. who will share my mood now.
thanks you told me before you don't like me cry.=)
i didn't show my love at here,i just want to say out what my feeling now.
have many types of people in this world. it should be careful to meet someone although you are friendly.=) no any meaning.just my feeling. i am also not a good person.i admit. but,i am try to be a good person in my life. if you don't like me,just away from me. don't be sad,if u now didn't have friend,you will meet a good friend future. don't be afraid.
but,don't betray your friends,if you meet many friends. when a person tell you a secret,just keep it. he/she will told you,because she to act as you is he/her best friend. that why,she will share what her feelings to you.don't told anyone. that secret you and he/her. although i have say another people bad things.=____=
why i am typing this post?because i know that,i have experience.=)
respect other..if you can. if have someone treat you good,please appreciate it.=D don't try to hurt someone. what you do,what you say,she try to bear you.but don't be over. she also a girl.have her temperament.right? hope you know.thanks.
只是在外面打一通电话,就给你抓袜子短? 很想打你!!!!!!还叫我用尺自己量一下. 有脑的人都看见,这已经超过2cm了. 告诉你,已超过了,你叫我不要吵,just throw away your stocking! 你不会听解释啊! this already very long ok?teacher. 请你也必须尊重学生. 就是因为你们不听学生解释,喜欢一意孤行.才导致一些学生叛逆. 张开你的耳朵,听一听别人所讲的话.你才是一位成功的老师.
you share my mind with me. i am feel happy. i will support you. that so ridiculous! jia you.=) i am always beside you. i lend you my shoulder when you need me.=) i always be with you. 加油=) 雨后总会天晴.
for my parents: thanks for give me study,my education.thanks for take care me till now. thanks for teach me how to being people. thanks for give me money to spend. thanks for give me big house to live. but,i will take care myself as possible as i can. i will to be independent girl.=) give me some freedom,my baba and mama.=) i love you all.
for my brother: you are so stupiak. too fat lar.go keep fit la. no girls want you le lor.no girls fall in love to you le lor. herlo!!! buuu....fat boy,thanks for helping me,when i need your help,ngiek.=) can't say i love you to you,this let your future girlfriend tell you.
for my friends: thanks for helping me everything. thanks for hearing my voice when i am trouble. especially my best friends,my lovely friends. let your' s guess.=) i am touch la,have your' s.forever friends lor. ngiek..=)
for my boy: whee whee..=) so happy i meet you.so happy i can fall in love to you. izit this call destiny that ties people together? wow...=) thanks for take care me,thanks for give me love. thanks for sayang me ohhhhhh~~~~~.....=D you are so attentive.=) you are so sweet errrrr!!!!!!! so cute.so handsome.=). i just want forever with you lar,another don't want. even the sky falling down,i am still loving you.=D can you feel my love to night.
when i am drop my tears,i am hurt. please help me efface my tears on my face. God bless me,i hope i can be tough. don't believe my smile,just a fake. i know that,my heart is hurt.
i hope that i have some times to accompany you. just a little bit already enough. just don't want let you alone.
the day i waiting is coming.... 3/5/2010..=D we start our relationship on 3/5/2008 till now.already two years we done. what we done before,i am still remember. i try my best to understand you.you bear me if i done a wrong things. we trust each other.love each other.i passed my life with you. not showing my love to your' s!i just want share my happiness with your' s. i found my Mr.right-junjie. my lovely boy,i share everything with him,when i need him. you always say me is that 'huai dan chong' bendan,i just want you happy,when you with me,i want you remember what i done.
a happy day for me..=) a day 1/5,time now is 4pm.. not a what special day. just happy that i can saw u. even that i just can saw u 1week for 1time,i am happy too~ i hope that i can see you every minute,every second,every moment. but......a space for you and me to breathe,that call freedom! hehehehehe...=)